the past couple weeks have been ... interesting to say the least...

Tomorrow is the 4TH of July... i will be working all day... i will probably launch some fire works with my brother bob... hopefully get down to the Indian reservation and pick up some half sticks of dynamite... gotta go boom on the 4th after all...

i can't wait till i am 21... my brothers agreed to help my bye my revolver [link] ... i won't be able to have it till a few weeks after i pay for it... i am getting my concealed weapons permit on my 21st... don't actually plan to carry it but i am mega on gun control i think if you have a gun(doesn't matter what kind of gun) you should not only register it but also give your finger prints as well as DNA... to have ANY firearms... also a neat thing i read about the gun i am getting... it has a very special lock inside the handle that uses a special key... when locked the hammer and the trigger freeze... witch is sweet... really that is the only thing i am happy about being 21... i mean sure i can now go get alcohol.. bu that has never really been a big thing for me... and woo hoo i can go to a bar(that was sarcasm) i will enjoy going to the TAV with my brothers thou..

kinda sucks... i wasn't able to get a job i was trying for... apparently i am not socially messed up enough to work with kids...it goes like this i was trying to get a job with the state watching the youths at the local youth services.. basically i would be making sure they stay inline as well as simple hang out with them and go on hikes or what ever event is planned for that day... basically a pretty sweet summer job... but apparently i am not socially screwed up enough for the program... basically i am too productive to work with kids... thou if i was a recovering crack addict i would have gotten the job.. or if i was a lazy drop out... basically not the people you want to work with your kids.. are the only people allowed to work with kids... it sucks.. because it would have a great second job.. pay wasn't that bad ether

i have been drawing more lately.. i have been slightly less depressed lately and thus started doing more things... mainly just drawing stuff from my art books... or looking at my hands or feet doing quick doodles... but what ever...

i have to go know... nothing really much to report on myself just been working... my friends Courtney moved back to town and i have been hanging out with her more often... we went to a few movies and what not... i guess that is good... saw transformers 2 rise of the fallen... i loved it...